Sunday, August 30, 2009

#24 Ramblings...

There are times when you feel so strong about expressing, but cannot figure out what exactly is going on in your mind. But you know you should because thats the only thing that'll keep you from doing things you shouldn't do. Yeah, pretty confusing, as much as for me as for anyone who even bothers to read this. I realise i have got into this phase since a long time now and cant figure out how to get out of it. Life has been going faster than i can keep up with it, and before i can get a grip of what happened at one juncture,just then another event turns the whole scheme around and leaves me addled..
All this time you were too hung up on certain tiny things in life you thought held some significance, and all it takes is one little incident to signify how important it becomes to break out of your intertia. Or maybe u already have, but never wanted to acknowledge. Its strange how unconsciously you start to resist changes and decisions, as trivial as holding on to your broken-unreliable-good-for-nothing-piece-of-box you call your cellphone or ignoring your roomie's requests to change the wallpapers to something girlie ( well..PINK!! ) or holding onto the decision of never riding a 2-wheeler only cuz you lost a friend to an accident once.. All it took were some freak people and chances to break that shell i had created around me. One I just dint want to break even if i wanted to, only cuz it had got engrained in my existance and i had resigned to it..
Sometimes, the weirdest things can happen in the weirdest ways and just when you think life is going somewhere steadily, fate decides to show you that she's still there and you must not take any juncture of life for granted..

5 comments:

Jaunty anima said...

true..true....vry true...u wer to lost frm d blogging world...welcm bak!!!
yea babe..it's d small things only tat become a pain in the ass l8r...so betta tk good care o dem...mwah...

zuko said...

all eddies are crack nuts
The biggest weapon with a writer is his/her ability to justify stupidity.
Well you sound very prophetical,yet we live in a practical world where every choice is situational, driven by a unknown power.
As far as life in concerned,i agree, nothing may be taken as granted, but then,one has to rely on the power within.
Nice thoughts eddie, keep writing...

vAnDaNa sLaThIa said...

beautifully written


sweety ,,,,,,,,,,well i just can say,,,,,,,u'll surely get out of this soon

luvya

Jaunty anima said...

u've been tagged!!

Sourav !!! said...

Stop leaving your life to destiny, take the driver's seat yourself, aim for the moon and most probably even if you miss, you'd land up in some of the stars ! :)

Be assertive, positive and level-headed and above all, keep smiling ! :)

Sourav...in love with me and life

P.S. Nice blog, will read the other posts too, and if I like you'll have a new follower, and anyways you are invited too :)